Its kinda hard to believe that it's been a whole year since i've been on here...since I had made a decision that I truly have come to regret. Looking back now, I see that I was always in the wrong, and my idea of "Justifying" my actions was no more than turning a blind eye to my own problems. Running away from an actual solution, you know, running can only get you so far, you can run miles, over mountains, swim through rivers, but in the end you'll always reach a wall that you will never scale. In my case, that wall was my own idiocy, my inability to see the bigger picture. it took me 17, almost 18 years to realize this, something that im su